Fearful, Loathsome, Lazy, Weak, Fat, Soft, Sloppy, Disheveled, Petty, Pathetic,

Sad, Slow, Sloth, Inept...Finite!

I want to be alive!

I want to die.

I want to overcome!

I want to wallow.

I want to stand tall!  I want to be strong!

I want to jerk off.  I want to eat ice cream.  I want to sulk.

I want to fight!  I want to be powerful!  I want to feel true joy!  I want to smile!

Fuck! I quit.

No!  Not today!